Not feeling well

Why do I bother waking up in the morning. So lonely, I have these friends who I don't even feel like I can talk to. I don't think they care. Everyone's too busy. Has other things. I just want to say hi. Maybe grab a coffee, see a movie. Nope, too busy. On weekends, my phone doesn't ring. I feel safer inside my house, alone, in the dark. No one to tell me I'm not funny enough, not pretty enough, not worth enough to spend time on.This must be what's wrong with me. I'm just not good enough.